Am I Turning To The Dark Side

Things have changed... Is been really a tough weeks and months.. I am totally lost in many things and i can't share it with people whom i love to share it to. I just hope that people whom i care will not change.. I really think is hard not to think so much but. Judging from what it seems, I have this bad bad feeling but i know i can't be so negative thinking. I do not know if i have given up or just seem to have died down over this problems i been having.. God only you can help me but i sinned too often.. What can i do ! GOD PLEASE TELL ME...